I just wanted to start off by saying everyone who shared their stories, I love and appreciate you so much and you are so brave. Those who couldn’t share their stories yet you are brave too, and we are here to be the voice!
I’m going to share everyone’s stories first then ill share mine. In reading these if you get triggered please be careful. There is a lot of sensitive topics, read these with kind hearts and open arms. All stories are anonymous unless asked otherwise. Any hate will be blocked. Thank you and lets hear from the brave ladies and gents!
STORY ONE:
“I’ve had 3+ “hate” Instagram accounts made about me, and the school is very ‘cliquey’ and the school in general only pays attention and cares about the ‘popular’ people.”
STORY TWO: (8th grade.)
“Well I never really got bullied when I went to New Oxford but I definitely got bullied at Hanover in 8th grade when I cut my hair into a Mohawk for my birthday. It was right around the time Wrecking Ball by Miley Cyrus came out. I’d go to school and the kids would always say ‘where’s your wrecking ball Miley’ and ask about my sledgehammer and what not. Not only was I called Miley Cyrus because of it, but others called me a lesbian and a dyke. I’ll never forget this kid who started it. We’ll call him M. So anyway. Eventually I got so tired of it that one day in my music class we were talking about problems all over the world. I talked about bullying. I also mentioned everything I’ve been through with my parents and that getting bullied only made my situation worse. Me telling my story made my bully feel so bad about himself that he cried and never bullied me again. Whenever I see pictures of myself from that time I’m always disgusted because that’s how everyone around me made me feel. I was ashamed of what I did to myself because I was told that change is a good thing but I guess to some of these people, it’s just and open opportunity to put others down.”
STORY THREE: (Haley, 13, 7th grade)
“Back in the 7th grade I can remember this like it was yesterday, I was 13, I was minding my business in class, I looked over at my friends and started talking to them, I had one kid at my table threaten to find out where I live and come and shoot me. I came home that day crying because I was scared. The next day my mom went into the school and talked to the old principal and they did nothing to the guy who said this to me. Instead it inspired other kids to start picking on me as well. I finally had enough and ended up going home-schooled for the rest of my 7th grade year.”
STORY FOUR: (7th-8th grade)
“My whole middle school experience was hell. (7-8th grade) I got bullied through middle school. From the Beginning until I left. It was nonstop. Every. Single. Day. All day. I cried every day. For 2 years. I couldn’t deal with it anymore. I wanted to kill myself. A couple different people bullied me. So, here is my story. 7th grade. It was mainly guys. They called me names, ugly, fat, bitch, nerd etc. mind you I was only 110lbs. I was never allowed in any groups and I stuck with the only 2 friends I had. Nobody liked me. Everyone told me I was stupid and lame and I’d never be anything. 8th grade got 10 times worse. I was harassed. I was always being texted and called by a couple people. My family was even being harassed. I got called names, my family got picked on, even my BABY sister. I got pushed up against walls, I got tripped, pushed down a couple stairs, punched in the head, told I was going to get beat the shit out of etc. physical, and mental abuse. It was pure hell. I was to the point I wanted to kill myself. I self harmed and family found out. I cried every single day. EVERY DAY. My mom went to the superintendent AND the transportation lady but nobody did a thing. No one. My mom threatened to go to the police and the news and the principal swore the problem would get fixed. Instead? He blamed it all on me. He told me he couldn’t do anything and it was my fault. The bullies got away with everything they have done to me. lost all friends, even the only 2 I had. I was alone. I felt empty and sad. I couldn’t take it anymore. After I left new oxford I became a whole new person. New hair, new style, new personality, I have a family. I couldn’t be in a better place right now. I’m happy with life and the people I have in it. Thanks to new oxford and all the kids that put me down, bullied me and made me feel terrible. You guys made me a better and stronger me, 4 years later.”
STORY 5: (9th grade)
“The only time I can remember actually being bullied is back in 9th grade when I started liking 5 Seconds of Summer. As dumb as it sounds, I got bullied for suddenly liking that band and someone threatened to beat me up over it.”
STORY 6: (8th grade)
“When I was in 8th grade I had this group of friends that really wasn’t the best, but they were the kind of girls that you stuck with bc you knew no one would mess with you if you were a part of their group. The leader of this group was kind of a backhanded friend. She’d kick ass if someone messed with you but she would do you dirty herself. I was really shy and had trouble making friend and she knew this so i was easy prey for her ig. One of my insecurities was my weight and I remember whenever she would feel threatened by me she would say shit. I gained 5 pounds and she told everyone i was pregnant. Fighting that rumor was hard, but once everyone realized I was a virgin there were bets being placed on when and to who Id lose my virginity to. Im talking actual bets. real money. it was hell honestly. I was at a really low point. I just felt like I wasn’t good enough no matter what I did. Its a part of the reason I had struggled with self harm and eating disorders for a good five years of my life.”
STORY 7: (9th grade)
“I had girls follow me threw the hall ways at school an call me a bunch of names an try to corner me in the bathroom Everyday an teachers an principles didn’t do anything about it. Which sucked cuz i stopped going to school an lost so many credits over it. I Was only a freshman.. This all happened because i was a teen an had a baby to the girls boyfriend at the time. Also the girl who was dating the guy at tht time tripped me in the hall way an i fell face first nothing happened but them telling her not to do it again.”
STORY 8: (9th grade, 14)
“In ninth grade, i got bullied about being raped. I was only 14 and this girl in my school found out about it. She called me a whore, slut, etc. because two guys decided to ruin my life. I went to my principle about it six times and my mom went in about seven and nothing was done. She always harassed me, pushed me, yelled in my face, called me names, knocked my books out of my hands, and knocked me down from pulling my book bag back. She always had something to do to me or something to say to me. Her words cut deep but now i am cyber schooled and around nothing but positivity.”
STORY 9: (10th grade)
“My bullying story actually has to do with a teacher. I was in Sophomore year of high school and had a girlfriend at the time. We (just like every other couple at my high school) would hold hands in the hallway as we walked between classes. On our way to fourth period. EVERY DAY. I would get stopped by a male teacher who would tell us to stop while completely disregarding anyone else. Even couples who were displaying MAJOR PDA in the corners of the hallway. One day he followed us and waited for her to go into class and he cornered me and yelled in my face telling me “nobody wants to see that” and that I was “disgusting and he would make sure the principle had an issue with me if he saw it again” I had never felt so ashamed of just being happy and who I was. It was very clear to me that this was only happening because I was in a gay relationship. It made me scared to the point that I would walk the long way to class and avoid that teacher at all costs. He would harass me any time he could.”
STORY 10: (7th grade, 13)
“I was called a whore a slut etc. I was told that I was disgusting and smelled when I showered every day and night. That I was fat so that made me turn to starving myself for years to the point that I FINALLY just got over it a year an half ago. I remember one time it was math class and first period. I was wearing my brand new skinny jeans that I absolutely loved. I thought I looked so good! I was so confident. But this one girl looked at me an announced to the class “I see London I see France I see __ pink underpants” so I pulled my shirt down an when I asked to use the restroom an she ripped my pants down so much so that half my ass was showing.”
STORY 11: (8th grade, 13 or 14)
“well, i came out as bisexual in middle school. the situation happened in the 8th grade, so i guess i was only 13 to 14 years old? i was walking down the hallway in school and two girls were walking in front of me. one of them looked back at me and got the attention of the other girl; then they both started laughing. one of them was yelling about how they needed to run so i didn’t catch up to them and give them “the gay”.
i know this sounds so ridiculous, but this is 100 percent a true story.”
STORY 12:
“I was in high school, everyone had a group chat and I was apart of it. One day I woke up and I looked at it and everyone was saying I was fat and ugly and pathetic and a whore and I went to everyone possible about it and no one helped. I was bullied at every school I went too.”
STORY 13:
“Basically long story short. I went through a ton of shit I should’ve never had to deal with. Between him taking his anger out on me, saying to my face he wished I wasn’t born, that he loves my sister far more than he does me, that I’m a disgrace to the family name, mentally and physically abused me an made me think I wouldn’t amount to anything, that I’d end up in a foundry for the rest of my life just like him an his dad, and basically beat into my head that I’m not lovable. That I’ll never find anybody who will tolerate me enough to marry me, to bare children with me, nothing. Even today, he says he doesn’t expect grand kids from me, only from my sister, an the fact that I’ve been single for years, an my sister has had a boyfriend over a year now, just proves him right. That I’m just garbage on the bottom of his shoe an always will be. He’s the reason I have such severe social anxiety, he’s why I have such severe depression, a drinking problem, an addiction to cigarettes. Have become so antisocial I’m almost a hermit at this point, an the number 1 reason I don’t really try telling any girl I like them or anything. I just don’t bother. Because of him an past experiences with relationships I just don’t wanna try an risk it anymore. Because I got that feeling I’ll just be fucked over, an that any situation I’m in will always end badly.”
STORY 14: (8 years old)
“So I was about eight and I’m female. I was playing with a group of older girls who were like 10 and 13 and two guys they’d hang out with who were like 13 and 14. They never wanted me to play with them cause they said I talked funny, at the time I had a lisp. This made me really sad cause I had no friends. So one day I asked nicely again if I could play and they said okay. They said we were going to play hide and seek so but blindfolded so I said okay. They put a blind fold on me and duck taped my hands behind my back and walked me to this marsh that was way behind my house. They stood there laughing at me and making fun of me and then those boys threw a basket ball at my head really hard and I fell over in the marsh and they left me there. I was there for like an hour scared, wet, and cold and I eventually was able to wiggle my blind fold off and I had to walk home like that balling my eyes out. I got a shower and I had red marks on my wrist and a cut on my head from them hitting me with the basketball”
STORY 15: (Courtney Ledgard, 18, 12th grade)
“I was a senior in high school and 18 years old. I was single for a long time and I felt incredibly lonely. This good looking guy that went to my high school started commenting on all my posts about how hot and good looking I was or how much he wanted to date me. He spent 2 whole weeks texting me and commenting all this stuff. I tried opening up to him and it turns out him and his girlfriend made up this entire thing as a prank on me.. Him and his girlfriend pretended that he was actually interested in me when I actually thought about having real feelings for him, but I was one big joke to their whole friend group at school and I didn’t want to go to school for a long time after that because I was scared nobody was my real friend and no guy actually liked me.”
STORY 16: (2nd or 3rd grade)
“Basically I was in elementary in 2nd or 3rd grade I am sure. I had a friend named A she was so fun to be around and stuff then one day B was introduced into our group and for awhile everything was okay then after awhile B started leaving me behind and we ended up having scheduled days where one person would play with A and the other wouldn’t, eventually I started noticing I never got a day. One day I was with A when I finally got the chance and B said I wasn’t aloud to play with them anymore and I ended up crying and sitting in the middle of the play group wondering why I wasn’t good enough to be their friend. B came up and apologized , but the next day the same thing happened after that day I didn’t trust people anymore I started to play alone and just ignored the idea of making new friends. Ever since that day I ended up never being friends with girls for awhile. I only had guy friends because they accepted me for who I was. It took me a bit but eventually I made more female friends but, since that day I still feel incapable of trusting another person fully or even loving myself because of how alienated I felt…”
STORY 17: (my story)
I’ve thought about this for hours and how I wanted to go about telling my story because I’ve told it before on here but not everything. I guess I’ll just start from the beginning and go up, I was bullied in school, it got worse as the grade levels progressed. 6th grade a rumor started that I was pregnant for wearing a lose shirt (never wore that shirt again.), somewhere after that I started getting bullied for having dirty blonde hair. 7th grade i can’t remember much of honestly bad memory. 8th grade I believe is when I switched schools at the end of the year somewhere in there a fake Instagram was made about me and my personal issues that at the time I only told my close friends or so I thought. then I went back to my previous school for 9th grade. 9th grade was actual hell. I got bullied by many people but one girl bullied me the whole year and continued too even after I left public schools. In this year I admitted to an adult that I self harm and I wanted help that adult was my way out and getting better, so I thought. Me and my group of friends got bullied for the color of our hair we were “blonde bitches” and called almost every name in the book. Getting told to “go ahead and kill myself” became a daily thing. The self harm did continue, so I left and went to cyber schooling.. my boyfriend at the time was helping till I moved then he became a bully too telling me things like “You do everything for attention” and “you’re exaggerating” and “your feelings don’t matter” that was hard on me at the time. I then became close with a pathological liar, and was bullied very badly by him. He told me I deserved everything that happened to me (I told him some very personal things that I’m not ready to share with the world..) and pretty much that I lied about everything too. I was also fighting with another friend of mine at the time and she told me that no one wants to hangout with me because I “stink” and that I deserve to die. I’m sure there’s more to these stories that I forgot to add but this isn’t about me this about the brave people above.
To end this I’d like to go by saying, bullying is no joke, and as I was getting stories told to me I slowly realized bullying follows people home and there’s bullying at home where people are supposed to feel safe. These stories are all so real and filled with pain and also gain. My hope for this is to bring a big awareness to bullying and the severity of it. To give a voice to those who feel they can’t have one. People have killed themselves over “mean kids at school”. They aren’t just mean kids at school it’s not that this generation is weak, it is the fact that kids are so hateful nowadays.
This started as a I wonder how many people went through things I did and ended in people coming together and sharing things and giving support. And if you’re a bully, your words do hurt and it’s not okay, whatever you are going through that makes you feel the need to hurt others please talk to someone anyone, a friend, a family member someone. Because it’s not okay.
I’d like to say thank you to all the men and women who helped me make this possible and being so brave!
I will list the suicide hotline and my email for anybody who wants or needs help, I am not a therapist I do recommend one!
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-8255
Email: kyleexnoelle@icloud.com